Cops

As I posted earlier, I’m living on the edge. And as an observation by a fellow blogger would suggest, I’m suppressing my need/want to gain self-satisfaction. I’m unable to attain my peace, my dreams and ambitions which is cooking up my brain and giving me dreams.

Frankly I’m all shook up. Have I put myself under so much pressure to perform for others that I’ve forgotten to uncork my bottle that’s full of some of my small unlistened-to wants and needs that may bring peace to me? Or am I already happy enough and over-analyzing my puny dream?

You know pressure brings out the best and the worst from people. Some give up and some give it their all. It need not be their office, their work, but it may also be a situation that you’ve never faced before. Handling Indian cops is one. They aren’t gentlemen. When they approach, they bring with them a huge cloud of negativity, that suppresses all your rationality and makes you do and say stupid things that you may repent all your life.

How I wish this changes in our country! How I wish I smile for once I see one of them around me!

Lets see how others deal with their pressure –

1. Pressure | The Magic Black Book
2. Daily Prompt: The Heat is On | Basically Beyond Basic
3. Time | The Bliss of Reality
4. Umbrellas | Crazy Art
5. Introspection | Perspectives on life, universe and everything
6. Concentration aka eating alone 🙂 | Perspectives on life, universe and everything
7. Ilya Fostiy. Is There a God? | The Bliss of Reality
8. Smile! | Crazy Art
9. My List-less Life | DCMontreal: Blowing the Whistle on Society
10. My List-less Life | DCMontreal: Blowing the Whistle on Society
11. The Farm | My Little Avalon
12. The Daily Prompt & Eric’s Aria -Part 1 (short story) | The Jittery Goat
13. Procrastination Insults My Intelligence | I’m a Writer, Yes I Am
14. The biggest appointment | MC’s Whispers
15. Under Pressure | A mom’s blog
16. pressure | yi-ching lin photography
17. DP Daily Prompt: The Heat is On | Sabethville
18. the pressure is the same | y
19. Men | Hope* the happy hugger
20. One Crazy Mom » The Heat Is On
21. Student hurrying to catch the bus (Daily Prompt: “The Heat Is On, Show Us Pressure”) | Photo0pal Photography
22. I’ll start tomorrow. | Attempted Human Relations and Self
23. DAILY PROMPT: Pressure | cockatooscreeching
24. Life Confusions
25. Daily Prompt: The Heat is On- Perspective of Medical Student | Journeyman
26. Daily Prompt: Pressure | Captured By Kylie Photography
27. The heat is on – turned down to low! | Sue’s Trifles
28. Pressure | The scribbles in the margin
29. Pressure Points and Implosions | ALIEN AURA’S BlOG: IT’LL BLOW YOUR MIND!
30. 400 Pound Burden | Rima Hassan
31. Live and Don’t Learn | Bright Tuesday
32. The Luck of the Irish | In Harmony
33. Daily Prompt: The Heat Is On |
34. Today’s To-Do List for the workplace: Don’t do the following if you want to survive « psychologistmimi
35. Daily Prompt: The Heat is On-Pressure | A Day In The Life
36. I’m blessed with a system on revolt. | thoughtsofrkh
37. In Preperation | Flowers and Breezes
38. The Heat Is On | Step Into My Head
39. Planners vs. Procratinators | Musings | WANGSGARD
40. Pressure | Active Army Wife
41. 276. Under Pressure | Barely Right of Center
42. Pressure | A picture is worth 1000 words
43. Pressure | The Land Slide Photography
44. WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH ORDER PIZZA | SERENDIPITY
45. Daily Prompt: The Heat is On | Raspberry’s Daydreams
46. the heat is on | klstar2000
47. Feeling the Pressure | L5GN
48. Deadlines and Commitments: What to Leave In, What to Leave Out (B. Seger) | meanderedwanderings
49. Under Pressure | Lisa’s Kansa Muse
50. Daily Prompt: The Heat is On | Chronicles of an Anglo Swiss
51. Rock My World | The Library Lady and Rosie Bear
52. Daily Prompt: Pressure (Nonet) | Morrighan’s Muse
53. THE DAILY PROMPT: PRESSURE | Francine In Retirement
54. Blogging Brings Stuff
55. Friday Night Letdown | Losing It
56. Daily Prompt… So what IS Pressure? | Eden’s Effort
57. Deadlines | Life is great
58. Daily Prompt: My reliable mate | one hundred thousand beats per day

I Died In My Dream Tonight – TWICE!

Have you ever died in your own dreams? Anytime, anyhow, whichever way?

I did. TWICE in one big dream. And guess who killed me – I did. I killed myself twice in a dream. In one of them, I actually carefully inserted a huge knife inside “the me”, who was spread eagled on a bed – tied tight! I saw myself struggle and die.

In the next instance, I killed my other self by smashing my face with a hammer. I felt no pain. I would have smiled, I know I would’ve because there was relief. I don’t remember any other detail from the dream. But is it even possible to see yourself in your own dream? I thought it was impossible.

I woke up all sweaty, tired, but very relieved. My shoulders were lighter, there was no ache that pounded my back. I was seeing clearer and found myself filled with energy. I know I can Google all my answers but I’d like anyone among my audience to explain what I went through?